Childs Emotions

When I think of how to describe the way I feel, sometimes the only thing that comes to mind is like a child. I have come to terms or would like to think that I'm coming to terms with the idea that I have the emotions of a child. Its really the only way I can describe it at this moment and time. I'm naive ... I'm naive is the way most say I am and overwhelming but its who I am , and I really can't change that about myself, I'm always being told "you need to change" "you need to do this" "you need to do that" ... "this is the way is should be" "do it like this" "act like this" "be like this" so much so that I feel like a child. Whats so wrong with me that others feel that I have to be different? am I not alright, is it that I need to be someone different , someone else. Why is it that they need me to be different act different be someone else? But I don't want to change , I don't want to be someone else , Why can't I just be me ? Why is being myself so bad to others ?